Seeing a Step Ahead

"It's hard when something u ought to think it's true, yet it's just only on basis of ur knowledge and not from those acknowledge or majority agreed to." 

Well, that is SOOOO true, in some ways. When ur dealing something closely related with religion basis, then u shud with no terms and option to obey and follow its rules, customs and obligations, rite?? Coz, no matter what u think is right, if it says no, then is a NO!! definitely definite.

And in terms for those who have experience on dealing something which the outcomes will be the ONLY ONE, then there is no point in re-battling or arguing on those things. But certainly, most things are balanced with its good ways and its bad ways. So i can only agree partially for this.

In a way where we ought to think bout something or for every reason that come in our way, whether in a good way or bad, in leisure or in busy days, what you think of something, doesn't make it a totally bad for others. Likewise, it gives the opportunity to the others, and so merrily giving hopes and chances and opportunity.

I can't say that i am right in this case, but in my way of thinking, i do think that if someone for instance fat and dumpy, doesn't make you to ought that the person is slow, lazy and related to it. And, to admire someone is gud, but to know something bad of him, and ought that you will directly disagree or trash the admired people is just so wrong. You admire people because of his ability in one or two things, not the bad things. Coz everyone have their bad sides, and the bad sides shud be a barrier for you not to follow, not to be disgraced or bad mouth bout it.

Ok.....lets chit chater later...
hope im not talking crap this time..hehe3
so freaking tired >.<

Learn to Learn or Learn for Final

2 Days of no Class??...

hahaha seriously it's kinda bored like hell even though i have fun times for not doing any homework or WSE..
eh? wait a minute...i've got tons of tests next week...ARRRGGGHHHH~~
study...study...study...study..study...benkyouuu....benkyouuu....benkyouu e taihen desuyooo
nah, don't want to bother that thing for now.


Just woke up, not even having my morning shower yet, a conversation with my home mate bothers me for a while. But, it's not really something that zapped my head, coz i think this kind of conversation is a long-time-always-been-made by people like us; students, lecturers and the one that really concern--->The Ministry.

"are we 

LEARN to LEARN

or

LEARN for FINAL"

come on guys, are we really that stupid that we just read the books for final terms? Yes maybe we ARE coz we were born in Malaysia that maximizing the exam-oriented function, let say starting our kindergarten? Hahaha, you notice that right? But, ever you wonder that everything that we learn, even though we only focusing it for FINAL, getting flying color results, good grade for any level you take, don't you think that we actually LEARN from all of that?

Eager to learn with all those book,
as behind is the need for achievement on a piece of paper.

Try to get this.

Don't you ever think that you can read?

Don't you ever think that you can spell?

Don't you ever think that you can write?

Don't you ever think that you can calculate?

Don't you ever think that you can remember things you did learn before?

Coincidence? NO

GOD had created us with a powerful brain. And though we used it just for a little, like the need for examination, likewise we are actually remembering it and thus we can actually adapt it.

• One thing that we people always tend to feel like we are study for examination, tests and such is because maybe we toooooooooooooooooooooooo much focus for the exam, thats first. 
• Second is that, because we are beginning with new study life, apart from the subjects taken before, so thats why we feel like didn't learn anything before. 
• And lastly, most of us were taking new major study, and the things you have studied before isn't for you to explore, or reuse back mostly.

We have the power, We tend to be modest with the knowledge

Hahhaa, so don't freak out if people say you're bad, or you are no genius or WSE. Try make them believe that you actually know everything. And just be happy with what you are. 

~but, nevertheless don't ever try thinking that without study you can manage yourself having good results. That may i call u DUMB..hahaha~

to Wan Haris Wan Mulia,

thankx for giving the piece of idea...

hahaha.. smile for your Smartness >.<

Chances and Possibilities

What is chances??
  What is Possibilities??
     Are they the same??
        Or maybe somehow related to each other??


Well, i might feel like both of it connects in anyway and anyhow. I believe that in this world, you are not alone, but you are bounded to the things you may see with naked eyes or so to those unseen. The world is actually the larger part of NETWORKING, isn't it??


Chances in my words of understanding, i would say that it shows the opportunity of a person towards something or some event, or maybe the needs they wanted which is now available for them to just grabbed to be owned. Whereas Possibilities is the degree or countability of how far or level you may have or reach on to something you eager on.



Speaking on this two subjects really implies MUCH in every life of a person. With DEEPER context and implementation of the person itself towards the subject, the possibilities can be adjusted, and so does how you will see frankly and even so thoroughly to the chances.

Everybody in this planets are given a piece of chances in their life. It won't be a matter of where you are, position you are in, in which community you belong, God always knows to give everyone a chance. As how much you can grab the chance, even if you had the chance to have the least piece, it brings miraculous and magic to all.


So don't ever waste any of the chance you may get, the one you see. Eager to grab it, and you will glitters a smile upon your face..today, tomorrow and the future ahead you.

Satisfaction

Everyone sure loves to be welcomed in every circumstances or every scenario they might get into. For the joy we would be crazily overwhelmed its happiness, the sadness we would erase for the sake of cheering and supporting, and to be as much closer in bond-ship as we would thought it might be. Yeah, I'm sure I am a pretty dumber when I said that 'for my instance happiness is by seeing others felt happy first'. It SUCKS right?, and I'm sucks.


I don't know why should I prioritize others rather than myself. As how I got wounded from a fall, it's just me who is there by my side. But yeah, for all things I might done, there is only a small glimpse of self-centered or I can say, I would do for others for the sake of myself. It's hard cos whenever or whatever, I live for others. It's weird huh?

Satisfying soul creates glittering emotions.

I try for once to be in the mood of being self-prioritize, think majorly of myself and I, for future and past is all about me. But it wasn't much to my self satisfaction. Even I couldn't have for at most 10% if every thing that I ever wanted is all in front of me. My 'everything' is not meant for me, but it is meant for others which repels back to me. So I don't get it directly as how I should be getting.


But, for everything I do for others, it really gives me in return a lot. Knowing people, blend with people, seeing people, with all sorts of relationship I have. And the major thing that at most I grasp is, the feeling of satisfaction, which I hope the most when the one I'm connected with really satisfy for what I have done. That will give me the blessings and happiness of the world. And I JUST LOVE THE FEELING.

its not me to decide

but I just love to give

with no expectation to be given back

but, a zillion thanks

for anyone that had merged into my life

for you had indirectly

or so directly

give me the chance

to have the things I REALLY wanted

=P

tatatatata...

I am who I am

we know that we are just a human..
with no much or lesser of knowing..
with no powers of returning back..
to set back things that have done..
to change anything that have been missed..
bu there is still things which remains..
MEMORY..
and
THINKING...


Best to glance back..
best to hike the memories..
best to bless the dreams..
best to feel the past..
best to have things we had..


well..
i'm not good with everything..
and i maybe a foolish person you may know..
but..
one thought i like to preserve..
and serve to all..
is with what i know..
the best to all..


i might do in any way i think..
but it might not sync with yours..
i'm humbly try..
but not much i could do..
i take those bad words..
with no grudge at all..
i take the shamefulness..
with nothing to fear of..
i take all those freaking eyes..
with my eyes wide open..


but
i might say..
i'm stronger when i know..
that would be the best..
i bear in mind..
with all strength i have..
with all powers He gave..
with all emotion that is strong...

I LOVE TO GIVE THE BEST..
its me okay..i am who i am

Believing

We always pray to God seeking for his forgiveness and ask for Him to bless us with greatness, guide us to His Only truth and be strong in facing His plan of day by day challenge. For every thing that we need, we always try to have it in any way we could try, by any means that are necessary. It is like a worth-taking plan that everyone has gripped onto since ages.


As how far or how much does one really believing what he or she has hold on to, having faith to their God,  is very much the same as how we should create such believe in ourselves. Believing in anything that you really are possible of doing it, and so does the same thing for you to believe that not all things you can perfectly do it. Thinking wise in every action you want to do helps a lot in how will be the outcome, either great or not good at all are really dependable to what you have in your mind, the power of your BELIEVE.


There times in your life that, at that moment you may not have the skills of doing it. It is so much call the new things. But it won't be the same if you have the same experienced again and again, being practiced to the same problem. But nowadays people tend to say "Practice is Perfect, But Nobody is Perfect, so Why Practice??", a multi-mixed quotation made by those jokers and some that have agreed with this, those which have very narrow-minded person to be say. Honestly, there is nothing perfect in this world. The accordance of the world is being balanced by the good and the bad, in any actions, in anything, in any way.


But the question is, by the imperfectness of a person and the imperfection of the world, does it be a compulsory for us to downgrade ourselves as to the never change destiny of the world?? Anything which is perfect is beyond our words actually. And thus it is known that perfect is significant to something that is abstract, the way it is, or so the definition to it by all. But people do know how to be one of the perfectionist, Trying to make something considerably perfect. They aim to be good for everything and so in aiming to be the best of all. This how should the mentality of all people in earth should possess, a high-class mentality.


Even not all can success for every single thing in their life. But, we can say everyone really have something that are consistent or moderate for their skills they have. Coz they believing for whatever they do comes with the knowledge and experience and practice they done to things they are not good of, and believing they can do it. So it just starts with a recall media of your brain, to be controlled with the faith of your heart and self-believing, and lastly to be idealized and make it reality by putting the effort with all your wits.

SO

START YOUR DAY

WITH BELIEVING

FOR WHAT DECISION YOU MAKE,

OR ANY THING YOU DO....

To Love and To Be Loved

Love is priceless. Where it can't be set with a price, having an auction for it or try to make it. It is one of the humblest emotion a human have throughout their life. No force could create such a masterpiece. Though nowadays people tend to see love is something to be joked around, making fool to others, and redundantly abandoned it for something called 'real love'.


Couples define love with how much they wanted for their partner have in their list. Beautiful body figure, trendy and up-to-date (for girls) or so for men. Handsome, discipline, strong etc. But in every fine search throughout the world, it can be estimated around 1 out of billions of human here in Earth will have a partner completely with what they want to, I assume. Because the one that I have looked through is that those couples are mostly not a part of their list. But how does they be sticked like glue to their partners? That's when all say the love is Magic, and love is blind. Perception of love didn't define and resisted by age, race, country, places, and also religion, is it??

We mostly heard some of us had bought their love, where they shows their love are totally cheap and can be bought, the equivalent (love = money). That is a total gruesome for me, as they can't see how miracle to have a love, endless love, pure love. Talking about the desperation they are to try having love that is created and tied with money. When every breath they take in never have the feeling of sensation and love, where just lust and power tangled in every single doings by the tie of that fake love.


We love to love and be loved. It is a two-way communication where both partners have their benefits. Being love and giving love should be more than just a statement of "I can't stop thinking of you" or maybe like this "You are the one in my life, and I won't live my life if you weren't there for me" etc. We do know loud and clear that action speaks louder than words. Showing your love is perfecting how much your words meant. It won't be necessary for us to give things as a way for you to really show your deepest love to her/him, but the important is how can you make your future partner be warmth and dependable on you every time he/she think of you, or your arms around your partner.


Love is an enormous thing, with whom or what you are trying to make the connection with, it is love with different situation but with one same perception. As how you love your parents, it is the same love of perception but have a bit different definition when you are in love with someone to be your life partner. Same goes with someone that have something that holds sentimental value, it is also a creation of love to someone, but the resemblance are hold by a thing in the sake of past memories.

Let the Love Spreads,

Flows with the wind that blows,

And all of the air Fills in Just,

The Magic and Miracles,

of 

LOVE

Quotation #3

CLIMB UP A TREE

The Chances You Get is The Chances You See

Seeing your Chances

Big chances you will get as far as your eyes can see. As how much you wanna make all things grabbed in your hands, in your life, with full-hearted and enormous dedication and hard works you put on it to just make it become the truest thing, the reality that had put behind all the 'just dreams and fantasies'.

For us that love making resolution in their life, you know that every time you're making some evolution to your life, it is either you just having fun by settling down with that hopes or you really want to have it become true. Because oneself are the only one that can make anything come true, even when you want to grab something to eat too, you have to ask and force yourself, to work for it.

Making things come true is really a fortune for all of human beings, and it didn't biased to those with more money, or got more luck, but the only thing that really counts is how you put yourself with a lot of hard work to make it true. There's nothing as waiting for something to fall in front of you (though some of us are really lucky to be in that situation), but by most of the time in your life, you are the only one that know what to have and what to do.

In whatever or wherever you are in this world, you know that chances is always be by your side, though you always feel like your at the end of the damnation of your life. Being and thinking positively that really effecting how you think with your chances, and emotionally to try to have it with all your wits. Knowing the consequences is a part of the challenge, and we know really well that nothing is perfect. Nothing is too good until you know what the bads are, aite??

Supposedly we do think on this, but we like to put it at the back of our thinking. We know that we always can do it, but we just love to hold back for something we called scare, and low enthusiasm, lack of self confident and blaming self for everything we actually could, but we won't admit it. Though we are the one that knows really well about ourselves, but not all things we know really well..

THEN BE YOURSELF AND OUTWIT IT.

=)

Glossophobia

Hai..

Recently I just knew that I'm totally into this blog. With more posts during this holiday, and of course I likely to update my blog each day for a post..

(though there some days that i skipped to post a new story, hehehe3),

it is a complete fascination for me, or maybe to you readers how we did or will be exploring our days, and happily outward the occasion or the memory lane that we had to all people out there.

Hah, I myself like to explore new things, even though I listed myself quite a phobia to certain things, like height, tremendous speed, etc. But, when it does come to me, those phobics, I try to jump myself into the highlighted, alarmed area that myself had labeled so that I can, or probably outwit myself to face those fear (most likely to be happen, IF I am that strong enough to face it, haha)

One thing that I till today have problems to deal with is with my stage fright, or scientifically in the phobia names, it is called as-:

GLOSSOPHOBIA.

Glossophobia is defined as those that is coward, or politely said as fear of public speaking. Well, I'm not so sure if I am that phobia when on stage, but I am sure that, when I am on stage, it makes me nervous all the time, and when I can't hold it, I will surely can forget everything that I had memorized before.

I remember when I was at the age of 11 (if I am not mistaken), I was in standard 5 by the time, and being the representative for the school (Sekolah Kebangsaan Lembah Keramat) for a story telling competition, "Kisah-Kisah Anbiya'". I actually not remember what story that my Ustadzah had made for me, but the thing I remember is that it is a story telling represented by each school for about minimum 10 minutes, and the story is included some of the Quran phrases.

I don't know why I was nervous the whole time during the day of the competition, even I had myself going to the toilet like every 1 minute. (Felt silly isn't it). I actually had moved on to the district level, after I beat up some kids from the Zone level. Maybe because the level of the competition's getting higher, I was a bit fluctuated. I was picked as the number 2 contestants to represent, and by the time I stood up facing the juries and also the other representatives from other school, my legs vigorously shaking!! But i just ignored it and begin my heart warming introduction speech.

But, i was getting too nervous, and i just CAN'T control it, and that moment, I was like totally white out with all the things I remembered. I stood on the stage like a pole, saying nothing, and I shamelessly spoke out my end speech with my voice can't be heard to all, and it was like shaking terribly. My face was red at that moment, and I just walked away from the hall with my Ustadzah followed me behind.

Huh..it was very secretly-like-hell moment for me and for my school eventually. But, I have a great Ustadzah (teacher) accompany me, and she said that "Never mind, maybe it's not the day for us" (In malay she said). I ask for forgiveness coz I had made shame for the school. (funny if to think back my stupidity shown on that moment)

So, how you decide me as a Glossophobia, am I one of the human that have this freaking disorder? I myself can't decide if I have 'that' in my list, (I mean if I really have those symptoms of a stage fright-er). But, till today, I can't stop to feel nervous every time I get on stage, eventhough to receive an award. I will in complete lost if my name is asked to be on stage. hehe3

Well, there you go.

Today I'm including a new label for my blog page, "We all Phobias of". So, starting with this post as my first talk bout the Phobia, I will begin my Phobia stories

(well maybe not all Phobias I have),

plus some information of the situation of the phobics deal with their phobias. Actually, what inspires me with this Phobias is because they got names that WOW me, and it actually entertain me to say all the phobia words, haahah..

Quotation #2

Maturity

is not being counted by

years and age and old


These girls really ARE matured!
(^_^)


Maturity

is best known for those

who know and can deal



just
EVERYTHING

Asyik-asyik bende nieyh ^L^

Kita hidup hari-hari selalu akan melakukan kerja yang sama berulang kali, mengikut faktor umur kita sekarang. Yang bayi takkan sama ngan yang bersekolah. Yang bersekolah sudah tentu tidak seperti yang masuk Kolej/ University. Yang Belajar tinggi nie plak takkan sama dengan mereka yang dah berkerjaya. Dan amat lain pula bagi mereka yang sudah mendirikan rumah tangga.

With those factor, anyhow you're event of a day will be practically the same, yet it is very much differ because of one word which seperates them apart. "RESPONSIBILITY".

With great power comes great responsibility.

That should do the trick. Hahaha.. As you grow up, with age increasing, korg semua akan banyak menempuhi dunia yang dipenuhi dengan tanggungjawab. Jika dulu korang mule-mule sekali ade tangungjawab sbg contoh dpt gred bagus dalam pembelajaran korg, nnt bile korg dah keje kang, korg jadi the front man utk korg nyer ofis ke, bende tu kriteria die same jer, but the things you have to make, orang-orang yang perlu korg kendalikan, nak penuhkan capaian yang dalam skop yang besar, memang payah.

korg taw tak, aku selalu terpikir yang buat keje selalunye membosankan...not much membosankan tapi MEMENATKAN. chores are the most extremely boring work to be done in everyday life. sape suke kena suruh, perkataan PAKSA tu mmg lagi lah nak kena hantuk kan. But nnt satu hari, korg akan rser yang korg nyer chores tuh bnyk sgt membantu korg dalam kehidupan after-adolescent korg tuh, lebih-lebih lagi dalam keadaan yang bekerjaya dan berumah tangga. Lagi lah korg cam nak pitam. hahah.. but wat makes me not is dat coz of my parents. dorg bleyh buat so takkan kite takleh buat. thats y i'm being independent skunk..korg tau tak mksud independent sebenar. independent adalah dua perkataan yang disatukan. TAK CAYE tgok yek

INDEPENDENT=
INDIVIDUAL DEPENDENT

ok?? dah caye dah..hahaha
so, aku rse tanggungjawab tuh yang buat kite pikir kite bleyh buat, dan akan buat. and of cos being independent is an additional marks and advantage to the case..hehe3..ape yang aku buat kbnykannya sbb of this thingy lah. tpi ade jer mngelat gak wlau dah tau bende tu vital. heheh. nieyh nme die NAFSU..but nak wat cmner.. klu dah termakan sampi tak igt dunia..heheh3.


Tapi semua kena ingt yang ini terletak atas tangan dan keputusan diri. ade certain diri akan memberontak klu dah menggunakan cara salah dalam perihal diri. ini yang penting, dan bagi keberkepentingan ini lah seseorang seharusnya bersikap jujur dalam diri, dan paling penting menjadi MATANG dalam keputusan.

tak taulah aku merapu ape semenjak
dua menjak nieyh..

hehehe

!!ENJOY READING!!

Life Waves~..~

..There's always been a tough road before the easier one..

Selalunya cakap memang senang. Dan memang kebnyakan orang kat dunia nieyh been always to BEHAVE like that, siyesly in behaving like that. But hopefully aku bukan segolongan dari orang yang cube berfantasi mulut tapi tidak meredah realiti. I always owe myself big time dengan bende-bende yang aku nak, aku inginkan dan segala macam yang aku harapkan, which is bla..bla..bla.. (sory malas nak tulis lah sbb panjang dan banyak sangat) hehe.. Bear in mind, its OWING not HAVING..meaning aku bukan ade pon benda yang aku nak..
hahaha


Sesetengah orang mmg nampk dunia nieyh mcm paradise, bagi mereka yang berduitlah. but bagi mereka yang tak, alam seakan menentang kehidupan mereka. bukan sahaja memporak perandakan seinci tiap nafas yang dorg amik, tapi jalan masa hadapan dorg pon dah nmpk seperti ditentukan dengan keadaan yang bukan dorg nak sgt pon. Hey, it's like HELL okayh..


Bagi aku, kehidupan nieyh terletak dalam tangan kite sendiri, walau Tuhan Yang Maha Esa menentukan. Tuhan ade berkate yang DIA takkan mengubah nasib seseorang itu jika orang tuh tak nak mengubah nasib die sendiri..benarlah yang tuhan memberi kite pluang untuk MEMILIH. Dan kepada Dia hanyalah petunjuk yang mutlak, yang tiada bengkang-bengkoknya. Oleh itu berusahalah dan memohanlah kepadaNYA kerana DIA sentiasa melihat kite.





Ade certain yang kite terpaksa lepaskan tu, tak bermakne tidak diberi sesuatu yang lebih baik. Dan kekadang kite tak sedar yang ape sahaja yang kite dapat fikirkan yang SANGAT TERBAIK untuk kite itu sebenarnye ada YANG LEBIH SANGAT BAIK lagi. Mungkin tu bukan lah kehendak kite, ya benar. Setiap perkara yang kite nak tapi tak dapat, kehendak yang tak dapat ditunaikan, kemahuan yang tak dapat dituruti, semuanya menyedihkan. Tapi apa pentingnya semua itu kalau kite tak dapat teruskan hidup kite. We're the actor of our own show, how we plot the story is by how and what we want it to happen. What r the meaning for ' Life Must Go On'


Lagi satu, what's the purpose of having trouble? Kite semua tahu yang masalah memang sentiasa melekat kat kite, mane je lah ko pegi, tak de pon masalah yang pernah tak bercumbu ngan korang. But itu ke maknyer trouble? Trouble is to solve it. (kalau itu jer lah maknenyer, ramai lah yang sentiase berfikir dangkal)..ade reasons which naked eyes can't figure out the purpose of having trouble. And this is what you have to find it out..But kalau ko yang suke mencari masalah untuk diri sendiri jer, tu pandai2 sendiri lah nak setle kan..saje nak cari masalah kan..
hahah


The best part for being in that Hard Road is for us to LEARN. Learning is AWESOME. doesnt meant korg kna bace buku all the time. and not all things tertulis dalam buku. the best part of learning bile korg dpt experience bende nieyh sendiri. ur much more Intelligence rather than HAFAL..thru that harsh road you'll see the easiest way afterwards. dont even blame the problem, blame urself for not try to solve the problem. kalau korg lari pon, bukanny problem tu jasad..it will just stick in ur mind, and whts worst?? your life miserably miserable..

THINK and THINK and THINK

Get Outta My Way

You...

the one that always interrupting me day and night...
making me feel ALIVE all the time..before
NOW,
I'm not cherished..
its unbelievable that YOU become insincere to me..
for all this time we have been..
rolling the world venturing the impossibilities
now I've SENSED it though it can't be SEEN...
little by little..
the senses open my eyes bout you..
FOR ALL THIS TIME I'M IN DENIAL..
wouldn't want to make things rough..
coz u have been with me since we met..
n for the interpretation that I wrongly made..
that you 'understands' me..
yeah..it's TOTALLY WRONG..

hey,
it hurts okay..
for sumtink being deeply recognized..
throughout this while..
oh gosh..
your just MEAN..
maybe meaner..no you just MEANEST
QUOTATION
"trouble is a friend" should be defined massively to all

KEMAAFAN

ku tahu ku bukan siapa2..
dan
ku tahu ku bukan apa2..


ya..
ada kalanya ku memang sombong,
berkala juga ku mmg sinis...
namun..
bukan niatku melukakan
dan
tiada ingin pun untuk menyakitkan


memang,
madah ku jenisnya berbisa..
ada yang kekdang
terasa terhadp luahan ku,
ramai juga yang benci..
meluat..
owh tak mengapa..


mungkin,
aku mmng dilahirkan,
untuk merasekan..
ginilah hidup..
dan mungkin,
adanya kepuraan diri ini,
tak sedar perbuatan melampau
yang sering dengan yakin..
memperlakukan..


aku,
masih belajar..
kecapi dunia ini...
melalui 2 ciri,
dari hubungan dan diri sendiri.
selalu,
dan ya memang selalu..
ku perlakukan salah
dan
ku membuat kesilapan


ku bersyukur.
diberi peluang membuat kesilapan,
kerana ku yakin.
kesilapan adalh guru tebaik dunia.


peluang,
ya memng sntiasa berulang kali,
membuat slah biar pasti sekali..
mohon maaf
hanya kerna pasti
diri ini bersalah,
namun
memaafkn bukan kehendak diri
ingin dimaafkn adalh nafsu diri
bukan ku berkuasa
dalam mmberi pilihan ini..


namun..
yang sangat pasti..
ku mmg bnyk berslah
dalam
setiap kala,
setiap ketika,
golak jiwa
remuk hati,
andai tak mengizinkan
hilaf ini dibersihkan..


bukan..
paksaan dan keharusan..
keputusan
bukan pada diri ini,
hanya,
mampu menyusun
10 jari kecil,
genangn air mata
dan
kerendahan diri..
memohon,
meminta,
mengharapkan,
KEMAAFAN

Quotation #1

If you are not that tough,
then stop and don't act like one...

BUT..

If you DARE to be tough,
so
hope you will be patience for
a greater success come reaching for you..
(>..<)

setting back da mood

for almost 2 and a half weeks of holidays...
oh we are now starting back the BLACK MONDAY....
(as monday is the start of ur lunatic 'kerja hari-hari'..luper lak in english dyer..huhuh)

got a lot of things during holiday need to be uploaded...
yet no pictures wud be much more lesser stories..
hahahha..
so trying to get the pictures back as soon as possible..

oh...
n da mood today was quite enthusiastic
getting to the campus quite early from b4,
(first tyme getting here with super's car)
n not having a single yawn just yet..
tho most of my part-mates just wanna kill themselves with da boring lectures..
heheh3

owh..
tapi still got some kekecohan gax ah...
mner tah aku letak kad matrix aku..
hohoh..
hope jumpe after abes kelas nieyh
hehhe3...

-hepy ryer for the 12th day-

~daa~

Tuhan, Cahaya, Ilmu, Pengajar

ilmu milik Tuhan yang Maha Esa..
ya, memang betul..
kudrat dan cahayaNya adalah milik mutlakNya..

namun.
Tuhan telah memberikan
keistimewaan pada insani bernama manusia..
yakni akal dan fikiran..

dan
telah diterangi cahayaNya ke seluruh pelusuk bumi,
dengan adanya,
para pengajar, tenaga pengajar..
LECTURER, GURU, dan seumpamanya..



jadi,
sama kita menghormati guru
atau lecturer
atau pengajar yang mengajar kita,
bersamaan
kita menghormati cahaya=ilmu tersebut..

dan
selebihnya
apa yang kita dapat adalah jua dari ketentuanNya
sama ada,

ingin kita paham atau tidak
ingin kita tahu atau tidak
ingin kita mengerti atau tidak

jadi..
sebagaimana kita ingin mendapatkan sesuatu,
hargai
dan hormati
agar
kita diberi petunjuk yang dibenarkan oleh Tuhan

petunjuk yang pasti tiada bengkang bengkoknya
dan tiada yang pernah malap jalannya
dan tiada pula yang berasa susah hati
jua yang tidak tenang..

tetibe lak ada
SLOT HAYATI RAMADHAN
hahhaha...
sjer terpikir..
renungkan lah bersama

~~Daaaa, cheers,pose ke-13~~

pilihan diri yang mner???

kadang2 jadi baik pon tak baguih sgat..

kadang2 jadi jahat pon lagi lah tak betul..

so kiter kna jd per yek???

penat dah rser nak input myself to the reality of this life...

dan aku dah tak larat lagi nak mngisar diriku nie(blend in) with others..

oh Tuhan,

hanya jika ko bleyh tunjukkan ku satu saja ruang..

bagiku melengkapi diriku,

biar susah mahupun senang,

aku senantisa di jalan Mu yang diredhai...

dan ku tak kisah kini...

biar apa pon org pndg aku ini 'SIAPA'

atau 'APA'..

hanya aku tahu jalanku ini..

mampu menuju ke arah kebenaranMU sahaja..

dan,

jika segenap ruang ini mampu

membuatkan aku tabah menghadapi dunia fatamorganaMU..

aku berserah..

dan aku redha

dengan ketentuanMU..

(biarku hilang seri di dunia ini, jangan hilang maruah ku nanti di akhirat)

~segenap suara hati~

terima kasih...

hanya pandangan dari dalam hati..

tidak bermakna kepada sesiapa pon..

so enjoy reading..

hehehe>.<

linking to the life~

when things getting tough...

it is when u need to calm yourself realllllllllyyy....

and when things getting smoother

it is then u reminisce all thing back..

sought of the way u like and the way u dont like...

u decide..

u propose and

u do it..

daaa~~~~